An End, or a New Beginning

Waiting
The end so near, but it does not come
Anticipation, a longing to at last go home
This unbearable agony, need left far behind
Stepping forward on the next step of my journey
Excitement for the newest of futures to come

And yet, here I sit…

Waiting
The end so near, but it does not come
Anticipation, a longing to at last go home
This unbearable agony, needs left far behind
Stepping forward on the next step of my journey
Excitement for the newest of futures to come

And yet, here I set…
Is there reason, must be, need be
Something yet to do, task incomplete, work unfinished
More unknown, laid out in need of my skills
A helping to be offered, another someone in need
I need to know, desperately, for weary I be

I look within for answers, finding not
Reaching to the Creator, only silence returned
I ask help, yet no hand is thrust forward
Feeling lost, abused, abandoned, alone again
Would I beg, plead, cry out in my shame
Alas, I fear but another voice, lost to the night

So I sit here, waiting
All agony, pain, and despair
Hope but a memory, Alone…

-easy

These Words
These Words

Burning Cold Death

The days drag on, shallow and dark,
This heartbreaking loss, again and again,
How could I still hope, a betterment of life,
Another friend has gone, another love lost,
Why do I keep trying, no reason, all pain,
No-one to aid me, my dreams have all burnt,

Too fearful to love again, left to hide,
How can I go on like this, no reason to live,
If I vanished right now, never be found,
None to pay attention, all alone once again,
Strolling in the killing ground, bloody and cold,
Heart stopped, soul merely a hollow dank hole,

The me that was is no more, lost to the grieving,
Once courage now terror, gone felicity and care,
Toll the bell, find no answer, I’ve already gone,
No return like the other times, no strength left at all,
Journey’s final curtain, this theater has gone all dark,
I’ll exist in black flames, burned alive with the cold...

easy…

DyingMan

Pain Brings Lonely End

Change becomes my only constant,
A heart and soul of broken dreams,
Why the most worthless of ends,
My thoughts tumbling, ruling delirium,
Brilliance found in the melancholy,
Spiralling down of sanity lost
,
Avenues, all lead  to darkest of ends,.
Weeping within these lost echoes,
Loss of serenity, ego crushed,
No response to tears or cries,
Al life melting into the meaningless.
Call out, plead for you to hear,
My every thread now wains,
Enraptured with my death,
An arrow strike in sorrow,
Left alone to this nightmare realm,.
No way out, how to define id,
I struggle to move, continue,
Limply fall in frustration,
Fragments of memories,
Of  embracing life full,
Now soon gone, nothing left to share…

-easy…

Soul Twined

Taken

Memories flood, heart bleeds,
So much loss, destiny at an end,
She was such beauty, soul shining,
Now gone still, my very life with her,
This waste of glory, caste away rubbish,
How do I hope to recover, my failure too great,
My perfection of partner, my very core of being,
They’ve taken her away, I left empty. All now alone,
I so need her, want her, make our love as once was,
But she’s gone…

-easy…

DeathMaria