Left Behind

Agonizing pain,
This vast emptiness,
Forlorn host now lost,
How do I now to go on,
How do I dare to continue,
Only yesterday future bright,
The whole of tomorrows entice,
Yet today vision now dark and lost,
Where have you journeyed to alone,
Why for am I left here in pensive pain,
Reaching out I find you not,
Ever searching still you’re lost,
Calling and hearing only the silence,
Pleading but no answer to spring forth,
How now do I continue without my best part,
They say to make peace,
Tell me to let memories dim,
Assure me this pain too shall pass,
But I know well their misunderstanding,
They cannot will-not ever know the truth,
Me empty shell left here while she’s gone home,
Why to continue onward all alone?

Easy…

Beg

Drifting Memories

Art and Words to settle my mind

This Our World

Happening, a never to end cycle,
Vivid violent images bloody overwhelm,
This nightmare of reality looms ever true,
Can we hope for better, dare dream of peace,
With sadness I fear not, for we ourselves ere flee,
Allowing it, bowing to the few, and follow their rule,
Thus forever it continues, tempest of engulfing flames,
And we will hide from it, forget, boxed deepest in mind,
Can’t remember, must not, can not allow, will not,
Thus condemned we will remain for eternity,
Locked tight within this unending nightmare,
Condemning all those as yet to come,


-easy


truth is always the first casualty of war

there has never been such thing as truth in war
only the greedy few keeping the many distracted
the greedy maintain their power over us the many
and war keeps our numbers down to what they need
this may be the saddest of truth they need us not to know
and thus we can all know to our soul the circle yet continues
this bloodiest of distraction in which we are all trained to support
truth, the first casualty, but not nearly the last

-easy

Hell Of War

Pain Brings Lonely End

Change becomes my only constant,
A heart and soul of broken dreams,
Why the most worthless of ends,
My thoughts tumbling, ruling delirium,
Brilliance found in the melancholy,
Spiralling down of sanity lost
,
Avenues, all lead  to darkest of ends,.
Weeping within these lost echoes,
Loss of serenity, ego crushed,
No response to tears or cries,
Al life melting into the meaningless.
Call out, plead for you to hear,
My every thread now wains,
Enraptured with my death,
An arrow strike in sorrow,
Left alone to this nightmare realm,.
No way out, how to define id,
I struggle to move, continue,
Limply fall in frustration,
Fragments of memories,
Of  embracing life full,
Now soon gone, nothing left to share…

-easy…

Soul Twined

Taken

Memories flood, heart bleeds,
So much loss, destiny at an end,
She was such beauty, soul shining,
Now gone still, my very life with her,
This waste of glory, caste away rubbish,
How do I hope to recover, my failure too great,
My perfection of partner, my very core of being,
They’ve taken her away, I left empty. All now alone,
I so need her, want her, make our love as once was,
But she’s gone…

-easy…

DeathMaria

Return

I held her as a life fulfilled,
I knew her as the all I ever needed,
I want her so, I’m lost with her absence,
I reach for her, finding only empty spaces,
I called for her hearing only echoing silence,
I dream of her finding only lost lonely memories,
Come back my love, return for my loving arms to hold,
Come embrace me once again, share this my unending love,
Come refill this emptiness That burns in my heart of hearts,
Come change this shadowed life back to the light of the joyous,
Return to me, break free of your deadly end, return my very world,

-easy

ReachingHands

Jamie

With love,
My dear friend,
Listen to me as I beg,
Simple words perhaps, but truth,
You are the strongest most loving soul I know,
So much you give, so much yet for you to be sharing,
Hold on tight to all of the loving blessings filling your life,
This tiniest of moment, the miracle within that tiny life holding you,
Know in you heart that your coming future will be wondrously sublime,
I know the deep emptiness within you from his sudden tragic absence,
He is crying to be from with you, but he’s crying more for your pain,
He needs to see your suffering end, needs your happiness returned,
As does that most special little soul resting close at your side,
Gather yourself up, embracing the beauty of being again,
Re-embrace the charms abundant encompassing you,
Feel his loving arms still holding you so close,
The passion never lost, for he travels as yet,
There are no ends, only changes of being,
Put trust in yourself, trust in him,
You are one in spirit’s bond,
Embrace the love of life,
Allow yourself to heal,
Allow yourself to be,
Once again whole,
Be you, Be…

easy…
JamieSnuggle