Left Behind

Agonizing pain,
This vast emptiness,
Forlorn host now lost,
How do I now to go on,
How do I dare to continue,
Only yesterday future bright,
The whole of tomorrows entice,
Yet today vision now dark and lost,
Where have you journeyed to alone,
Why for am I left here in pensive pain,
Reaching out I find you not,
Ever searching still you’re lost,
Calling and hearing only the silence,
Pleading but no answer to spring forth,
How now do I continue without my best part,
They say to make peace,
Tell me to let memories dim,
Assure me this pain too shall pass,
But I know well their misunderstanding,
They cannot will-not ever know the truth,
Me empty shell left here while she’s gone home,
Why to continue onward all alone?

Easy…

Beg

Late Fall

Shivers come as breezes blow brisk,
Birds dance thick chasing last meals,
My mind runs over in frustrated pain,
Worried visions of the coming white,
Summer long gone and winter is near,
Yet behold the new glory, colors at play,
Awaken to a wonder, beautiful new day,
Old path doth call me pull and enchant,
Magistry enticing to come out and dance,
I cannot refuse so I push at these wheels,

easy…

acrylic on rag
acrylic on rag

Lack of Choice

This a relentless storm of falseness,
I fear the trauma laid out before us,
Dread the dark future for ny children,
The few clamp down on the many,
Sharp cutting claws of privileged,
Will we really ever learn to stand,
Recover all what they’ve stolen, 
Existence all fearful bleak disgust,
Ever will we take back what lost,

easy…

choice

There Was A Time

 

I remember, mind dim,
Those times now long gone,
The very thought of you filled me,
A completeness in of my soul,
How could I not miss you now?
Brought meaning where none,
Now alone as I stagnate,
Natures now lost child,

easy…

Stories from the Past

With fear and trepidation I slip in,
The screams of mystery wash ore,
Ghostly stories of times long past,

There is pain here, suffering, yearning,
Tension fills the very air, I need to know,
Carefully listening, I need hear their voice,

In opening myself, visions begin to flow,
Odd bits spread across the floor bring hints,
Dimmest of light glimmers, bringing focus import,
Understanding comes slow, brief glimmers revealed,

So lost, so hidden, yet meaning comes to mind,
And with meaning the hidden brings understanding,
So, relaxed, I sit back, take it all in, and begin to learn,
Only need patience, resisting judgment, and simply allow,

easy…

SilentRoomOfPainPencil

Found Within

The of greatest virtue,
Follow only the One truth,
The One resides within, as unity,
Allow other to lead, indistinct, unclear,

So unclear, so indistinct
Within ourselves there is knowing,
Ever distinct, ever His so much clarity,
Within ourselves we find His true substance,
Deep and profound, as we were created to be,
Within us all we can know His truest essence,

Essence of the most supreme reality,
Within Him we can place all our faith,
From ancient times to the present, He is,
Whatever man’s name for Him, never to depart,
Open yourself to observe the source of all things,
How else are to know the true nature of the Source,

easy…