Drifting Memories

Art and Words to settle my mind

Once Complete, Now Lost

For I was more with you,
Twined tight with shared souls,
What created way to be than two as one,
Alas your soul need to wonder, and I am left alone,
More alone than alone, for my soul is torn and ravaged,

-easy

(a different viewpoint below painting)

Wisful3

Renewal

The spring rain refreshing has passed,
Whispers of life blooming around again,
I am content, renewed, a fullest of being,
This comfort unbound, completely soul,
I am existence, full connection, belonging,
Living most flowing loving contented life,
This rapturous fulfilled wondrous journey,
This life a completion of the most joyous…

-easy

My Dusty Path

All an arrogant desert wherever I look,
The start focuses only on the far distances,
I can find no regret in having reached failure,
Still silent tears flow in not having reached you,
So still I walk the burning sands alone…

-easy & friends…

Jamie

With love,
My dear friend,
Listen to me as I beg,
Simple words perhaps, but truth,
You are the strongest most loving soul I know,
So much you give, so much yet for you to be sharing,
Hold on tight to all of the loving blessings filling your life,
This tiniest of moment, the miracle within that tiny life holding you,
Know in you heart that your coming future will be wondrously sublime,
I know the deep emptiness within you from his sudden tragic absence,
He is crying to be from with you, but he’s crying more for your pain,
He needs to see your suffering end, needs your happiness returned,
As does that most special little soul resting close at your side,
Gather yourself up, embracing the beauty of being again,
Re-embrace the charms abundant encompassing you,
Feel his loving arms still holding you so close,
The passion never lost, for he travels as yet,
There are no ends, only changes of being,
Put trust in yourself, trust in him,
You are one in spirit’s bond,
Embrace the love of life,
Allow yourself to heal,
Allow yourself to be,
Once again whole,
Be you, Be…

easy…
JamieSnuggle

The Pain Of My Dream

The very epitome of beauty, soul shines bright with love,
A dream throughout my life, my vision of what could be,

I’ve held her, known her, cherished her, wanted her close,
Hitherto never to meet, my dream not destined to be true,

Oh how I’ve searched, looked deeply into all life’s chance,
A necessity to find her, my soul reaches out, desiring her,

So, so many do I love, so, so many complete my journey,
Once I love it is everlasting, enveloping memories in joy,

Unfulfilled need for partnership, an equal sharing of paths,
Interdependence, an unselfishness in the union of passions,

Blending of two lonely individuals, identity of united state,
Please enlighten me, tell me why does my partner yet hide,

Has she spent a lifetime searching for me, as I seek her,

easy… 12/11/14

Death Alone

Heart Broken

I reach out my hands desperate to touch love,
Finding only emptiness where you should be,
In a panic I jump up to search where you are,
Ever so slowly my memory begins to clear,

With remembrance returns my tormented soul,
Realization that you are truly gone, lost to me,
Death had scythed his cruel hands into my life,
I now live in a nightmare, tears ever unending,

Over and over I ask myself how can I go on,
So much angriness that you have been seized,
I’ve lost my faith, no room for an uncaring God,
I know I need you back, I need you holding me,

And thusly this has been my life too long a time,
Tell me what to do to put meaning to my sadness,
I beg give me a sign to help me one more instance,
Demonstrate erstwhile that our love still thrives,

A small voice asks me if we may talk for a while,
They offer a cognition creating a depth of thought,
A realization of simple truths concealed by my grief,
Clarity that presents a reason to find purpose, hope,

They remind me that you are not really lost to me,
Unseen you are still right here, still embracing me,
Your love is not gone but grown with wonder, joy,
Each of my days are now with your arms enfolding,

Your greatest want is to see me blissful, glad ere more,
To firmly grasp my life again, to treasure each second,
For the gifts you brought me, I owe you this and more,
The wonders with which you fill me, make me alive,

And they share with me even more truthful a vision,
For this is not an end, for at some little time reunion,
And reunited our love shall light the all of existence,
A newest star lighting the heavens, lasts for all time,

And another reminder, for sadly perhaps, we do not ‘get over’ our grief at losing loved ones. But we do learn to live a new life, with our grief. We can and should be happy, going on forward once more while being honest and true to our caring and loving natures. Not a betrayal but more in honoring those having gone on before us, Can we do any less for the love they share with us?

Namaste and blessings,

easy… 11/25/2014

Hear the Silent Steps

He comes, with soft gentle steps, slipping through the shadows,
Each and every cherished second, every moment, and every day,
Throughout the nights he comes to guard over you, his one love,
Listen to the silent whispers drifting on the winds blowing gentle,

Many a song he sung for you, all for the love of his giving soul,
Yet none of the notes rang clear enough to ring out his true care,
You find him wafting and dancing between the trees in sunny April,
Spreading fragrant new flowers to brighten and bless his love’s path,
In the rainy gloom of July nights stopping the thunder to bring dawn,
Riding on chariots of wandering clouds he comes, comes ever more,
But he’s gone you say, I’m alone, only pain presses upon my heart,
And now you know he is never far, never out of reach, you are not alone,

And know too, it is for a glimpse of your golden smile that gives him joy,

easy…

He’s Really Gone

Because I lack the easy path to travel,
I’m left with only blunt stone that cuts,
Ever near the river to slip and fall into,
A pulling and sucking pain ere every step,
It once was such a wonderful full journey,
Each artful moment filled with love and joy,

We became so much as two bonded into one,
Yet far too soon came a chaotic evil wind,
A din like the able thunder of false gods,
Some have said he might b a trouble perhaps,
But was my trouble and therefore no trouble,
My love for him reached down to my very soul,

Loaded down with sickness terrible,
Yet being that we were not on some list,
Little aid was there for him grasp and find,
And we of faith did prayed with all our strength,
Yet there only silence with no answer heard in time,
And now I sit here now dead inside, all alone, all broken,

So much courage it took him to fight his battles,
But of that he had a mighty Army’s share and more,
Yet even through the worst as he suffered this horror,
It was like he loved me even me more and more,
His loving heart now lost for an eternity unrivalled,
Leaving my soul echoing as if an old steel drum,

Come back to me my beloved companion,
Return to your place here at against my side,
Lay again beside me in the late night shadows,
Scare all the demons into running from my bed,
So little do I ask of you, your return is my is all I need,
You must make my heart to heal, restore my soul to me…

easy…Nov, 12, 2014

Tracks on Sandy Beach


  1. Tracks spread upon the sandy beach
    Bare foot beauties dancing on sparkling shore
    Sun burning down lighting the whole of the world
    This the core, life is, will be one with the all
    And together, hand in hand, we stride forward
    Ever a part of the light and loving lands
    We are, and ever will be, one with the all

    And it continues…

    by Easy, Jan 28 2014