Warrior Princess (Death Comes)

Death stocks but you know not,
Tired to very core still duty calls,
Action afar so fear has dimmed,
Wariness defeated by exhaustion,
Yet this is the faultiness of death,

For death watches, draws nearer,
With slow patience, eyes on you,
Ever alert, awaiting her chances,
Slow motion bringing ere closer,
Still you’re left nascent calm,

The crack din breaks desert sun,
You perceiving nothing but heat,
Silence surroundings is calmest,
First realization is last thought,
Far too late you know your end,

And complete she fades back,
For the hunt must begin again…

easy…
warrior princess

Because We Can, We Should

Hold to your soul, embracing oneness,
Steadfast and strong, without straying,
Concentrate the energy and reach relaxation,
Like the newest infant sated on the fullest meal,

Wipe the dirt from your world view,
Can we truly be without imperfections,
In loving all people and ruling a nation,
Can we not be true without this manipulation,
Awaiting the heavenly gate’s opening and closing,

Can one hold to the Mother’s feminine principle,
To understanding clearly all directions in respect,
It can be done without the strife in which we do live,
We bearing it, rearing it, this relevant goal of tomorrow,
Bearing without possession

Achieving better, without arrogance or greed,
Help raise for union, never for domination or control,
This Mystic Virtue, the meaningful path of the Great One,

This need be us all…

easy

I find this quote highly intriguing,

   In that being that Einstein was a devout Christian, even to the point that he refused to believe in the factual truths found in some of the sound resulting findings of his own research experiments in Quantum Mechanics, dismissing any of the facts that conflicted with his religious teaching by saying,
 “God doth not make mistakes.”
“If people are ‘good’ only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, following the orders of others exclaiming the way they must be to reach that reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed, and humanity is doom to self-destruction.”

~Albert Einstein

Drifting Memories

Art and Words to settle my mind

Stirring It A Bit

  This is a link to a video that provides one of the best presentations of this subject I’ve seen. It’s a lazy Saturday, so give it a watch, while you’re you’re watching allow yourself to try to put aside our natural tendency to ‘judge’ rather than think and consider, looking at our world with a mind open to the relationships you’ve been able to observe throughout our lives. (but probably pushed to the back of your mind to avoid the conflict those observations create within us, just like we most of us do to avoid taking some kind of responsibility for agony shining from the eyes of that poor street person begging along our daily path,)

  Allow yourself to look openly into the possibility of humanity having been breed and specifically trained like various breeds of dogs created at a master’s whim. Look closely at how the structures of the ‘education’ we were raised with might have directed the focus of our outlooks, attitudes,  and personalities as adults, even the possibility that we were designed to bend us into what the few need us to be in order to further and sustain their own  control agendas. ‘They’ve’  had thousands of years to prefect ‘their’ techniques and skills for this. Things like “My Country is the Greatest Country, My God is the only TRUE God, so if you don’t believe ‘Right’ then you must be taught the ‘Truth’ until you believe ‘Right’ or be eliminated for you heresy, The rest of all life on our world means nothing compare to Man, because only Man was created in ‘God’s’ image, My countries War is a duty I must support quite simply because only we know the ‘truth’ and so you have to be wrong and stopped permanently, or You have resources you aren’t intelligent enough to use properly and I need them so I have a ‘God Given Right’ to invade your country and take them, killing you all if you even dare to resist.” Obviously, unfortunately I could go on and on 😦 

  By now, even the few of you that have bothered to read this much of my ‘rant’ are probably thinking I’m talking about some kind of conspiratorial theory crap or something but I’m not. Allow yourselves to finally wake up, think for yourselves, and dream again of exactly what a ‘heaven’ we could create right here right now, if only we can get together as one, with mutual respect, acceptance, and caring. Embracing with admiration the gifts of small differences we have as the blessings they truly are. We can still be all we could be, as one within the unity of existence.

Darwin’s Great Discoveries and Today

Surrender

Do any of us remember thinking this way? This can and will change now. By taking an honest open look inside ourselves we can really begin to know the lies of our alcoholism or addiction, lies it keeps telling us to keep its self fed. You need to know that alcoholism and addiction are a disease, a curse that we are all damned with. Like it or not we are stuck with it for the rest of our lives, and for the rest of our lives we will have to battle it, never to stop the hard work, never giving up, even if we slip back into its clutches at times, we must fight for ourselves to get right back on track for the benefit of our very lives.. All of which will allow us to live the free, love filled life we all deserve.

   We are not going to give up and let our alcoholism or addiction take our life away from us, never! We commit ourselves to fighting the hard fight and winning out over our disease. We say to ourselves “I will not let it win, because my family, friends and loved ones, and all the people I may meet along the way will know that I deserve to have the best life I can. And I will!” 

  Find a good A.A or N.A meeting in you area today, and start making it your highest priority to go to the meetings and participate as much as you possibly can. Find the best sponsor you can, and work as hard as you can with them to start your journey to building you new life. This all is the most important thing you can do for yourself and your loved ones. I will be proud to know you in your new clean and sober life.

‘Easy’ (Steve Whitacre)
Wednesday July 2, 2014

Damaged Goods

Oh to be happy

I need to be happy

My life seems to be a waste

Only damaged goods all say

Ruined by long years of addiction

Once young, happy, with great future ahead

Now all but lost, ruined, only a dregs of this world

Where gone all my hopes, my dreams, my love, my care

Where gone now that child of wonder staring at moon lit sky

I sit here alone, my own pity, my own shame and tears

No hold on life, family driven off, no true friends

What’s this, a whisper, a tiny glimmer of new

A feeling forgotten, cast off, ignored

Dim light doth shine around me

Changes, a growth, strength

I reach out to embrace

The heart of me

A warmth

Calm

I suddenly somehow know, still time to turn around, a hope

From nowhere, strength, courage, drive, all flood in

I meet a wonder, a smile, dry, clean, offers help

And I reach out, desperate for anything

This new friend, understands, knows

No judgement or censor, only care

Has been here themselves

But they’ve won

Are winning

Life again

A start

How can I

Do I dare but try

Fear the risk, the pain

I still dwell on failures past

I fear not to be worthy, too far gone

But new friend, hand on shoulder, positive

I begin to believe, to dream, to know

Hard work together, but forward

A struggle yes, but we continue

I slide back, but begin anew

Must win, not give up

And I know will

I become

Grow

Am

I grow weary

Confidence is fading

But my friend reaches out

Strength and courage is the lend

The battle continues, a war for my life

Together we fight it, one small step at a time

Day by day I get better, a community do I meet

New friends by the hundreds, much help, much caring

And I’m winning, I am, each day be a lot the better

Yet never to lose the knowing, I must battle still

Each day more growth, my family talks again

My new life a wonder, this my newest world

A brightness surrounds me, all hope anew

I walk in the glow, with a soul

Discover I can help now

Others in the seeking

I reach out, care

Gently lead

Guide

Is this reason

I question this all

Is this my new meaning

A driving force now fills me

Without want, or need I find must

A calling, this great thing, this I must do

And I hold to the bright day, allow it to shine

They reach out and I answer, giving the all of myself

And I suddenly realize, I’m that stranger that helps

I share love, understanding, guidance and care

We together begin, their new voyage to life

I join in their battle, together we fight

And grow they do now, small steps

Each day a bit better, new hope

I can rejoice in this sharing

Their climb from the dark

Falter as they may

Help them I do

For my life

I always

Will..

Like a blinding flash, I suddenly realize that by being able to freely give, without expecting anything ever in return, I have become what I was always intended to be. A happy, loving, caring human being, in touch with my inner self and filled to the bursting with a loving soul, moving through this journey, able to make this world around me all the better. With each giving, I grow more and more. And the more I grow the more I can give. You too have this within you, just as you too can make a difference in your world, and in yourself. I see your future, and it is great!

Easy